Bikinis :@

I'm feeling better today - i think cause I got out and went shopping with a friend who's just moved here,

but I feel I should stop going on social networking sites now because all my friends keep posting pictures of them in bikinis and they all look so fucking thin :@:@:@:@

And it makes me upset :'(

I want to be like them but feel I never can because I AM bigger than all of them I KNOW I am but no-one will admit it - I am just praying that my periods will come back soon because I will NOT go back

WILL NOT
WILL NOT
WILL NOT !

Please come back - I don't want to gain anymore :/

But other than that : a good day :L

x