One Day

God I'm sorry my posts are so depressing :/ I'm just trying to express how I feel so I can figure out how to change my thoughts but its not really working

I hope tha I know that some day I'll be able to look at this blog and think

'wow thats depressing I'm so glad I'm out of that and that I don't think like that anymore !' 

^ one day I WILL say that !

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