25th April 2011

Just got back from Cornwall today (school tomorrow) I feel very fat and very sick! I feel incapable of doing this meal plan till thursday serious just can't - mums gone to Dubai and dads at work tomorrow I feel so upset. I've gone up 4 pounds which is obviously great and i agree! I do! but I still feel my tummy is FUCKING HUGE ! Please make it stop! I can't take it PLEASE. I also feel really sick (and I've got bloody dinner in 20 minutes). All I want to do is cry! I've noticed my legs getting bigger which is good cause they were like sticks but its also happening abit too fast for my liking and i'm worried now its started coming on it won't stop like when I was losing it :S