Well, I felt great this morning - i mean really good
I've found I can get my dream body again which i'm so relieved about even though it's not natural (i mean I have to tense my tummy to get it but even so its there ! It wasn't last week cause i was ill :S)
So on my quest to get it I've decided I've just got to put on weight there's no point in fighting it any longer because its just going to get worse - but i am having blips alot more often which i'm not looking forward to but mother and father say I've just got to go through them!
Well I am still worried for tuesday but at least I can get it - i'm trying to tense as often as possible so I get used to that and it would become more natural and more comfortable - only i'm worried about eating then :S do i have whats there? (maybe i can share a burger with someone - will my friends think i'm trying to cheat - only they are beastly burgers :/) or do i bring a packed lunch? <-- got back into bagels again with ham and cream cheese but the one i had today made me feel bad and fat so i'm not sure its a good idea to have one on tuesday :S
Being fathers day we were going to go out for dinner, but everywheres fully booked, so we're ordering a curry ! Shit; not good; panic everywhere ! I should be alright because we're at home, but still :S Just had my afternoon snack and i'm feeling quite fat now let alone after a bloody curry uh oh :S
Not much to say - haven't had a blip this weekend (apart from friday) so feeling good bring on tomorrow - will probably have one - i mean just being a monday doesn't have a good effect on me tbh
Happy Father's Day Everyone
x
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