I feel scared about being cured as well because it then means i've got to worry about going up again but i try to think that with good health comes exercise and exercise will get me that dream body - but deep down i don't want to be cured

because i'll have to worry about being too big (even though i worry about it anyway :S) and then i won't have an excuse to eat more and more

was told today that my healthy weight would be BMI of 20 ! no way ! which translates to 8st 7lbs which isn't bad however, before, I was 9st and i was sooooo unhappy that was when i started acting on my feelings and actually doing something productive to get rid of that feeling and 8st 7 is close to 9st and i can't go back to that again !

PERIODS PLEASE COME BACK SOON ! PLEASE ! x