I feel, much better today and I think I know the reason (tap nose) I still feel fat and horrible most of the time, but today i did feel some thin moments which i haven't for ages (over a week) which i'm thrilled about - i think the reason was i was abit ill so, my stomach felt weird and the food kept building up because mum said your not supposed to eat when ill, but i can't afford to atm
Had a nice lazy day on my own which was lovely so didn't go to the school fair
Worried about sports day on tues :S but also can't wait to see my therapist on tuesday because i need to tell her about everything thats happened this week to see if she can help me
Also i hope i've gone up this week because i've decided that as much as i want to fight it i need to gain weight before i can do any exercise or anything to get my dream bod so wish me luck , Daddy's day tomorrow - might be going out for tea :/ :S uh oh - lets hope i'm alright and that no thin, girls will be there then i'll be fine :L
fingers crossed x
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